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Now this I can critique seeing as it has human's. This is a beautiful piece of art. The stain glass window is symbolic and a nice touch...

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What Makes Us Human, You Ask... PrOmPt :iconlonejedi100:Lonejedi100 3 3
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Don't Be Afraid LYRICS
I would be lying,
If I said this one didn’t have me crying,
I’m trying to explain,
The thing I can’t explain…
(Chorus)
But they’re singing:
Don’t be afraid,
No oh oh no,
Don’t be afraid,
We come and go,
So don't be afraid,
We say goodbye so we can say hello.
As the melody swells,
The tears well,
I am afraid,
I am afraid of losing you…
(Chorus)
I would be lying,
If I said this one didn’t have me crying,
I’m trying to explain,
The thing I can’t explain…
And they’re singing:
Don’t be afraid,
No oh oh no,
Don’t be afraid,
We come and go,
So don't be afraid,
We say goodbye so we can say hello.
We say goodbye so we can say hello.
I’m so afraid but I know,
I gotta say goodbye to say hello…
“Don’t be afraid”,
“Don’t be afraid”…
But I’m so afraid…
I’m so afraid…
Don’t let go…
I’m so afraid...
Don’t let go&
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Reflecting on Things
    Vernacular used to by my specialty,
but it feels like that is no longer my reality.
    I used to write glorious tales of heroes and villains with pictures to show,
whether or not I still have that skill I just don't know...
    I turned my tongue to poetry and rhyme,
encountering the feeling that venting was a crime.
    Depression crept in like a demon that waited at my doorstep,
when it sunk in I did my best to keep in step...
    Slowly I turned again, to song,
yet my every action still set wrong...
    I made myself a promise,
and I am a man of my world.
    I know life cannot possibly be a breeze,
but one day I am determined to sing of my own trees.
    I've grown into a different man,
brighter future, better lyrics, better plan.
    And I won't stop no matter what hate,
I'm sorry critics but you are too late.
    I will sing what I please,
and my mind shall rest at ease.
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Flipside
    I feel so alive.
I'm dead and dying inside.
    I'm so happy.
I'm brutally depressed.
    I love seeing my friends day to day.
I just want to die.
    You can trust me.
Until it gets to the point where I tell you why I hate myself and accidentally bug you about it till you agree.
    I like friendship.
I'm better off alone in the darkness.
    Life is easy.
Life is one of the hardest things for any human being, it's a uphill fight through and through, and quitting isn't winning... but... I'm so tired of fighting.
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''I Dunno'' Song... sorta
Maybe I can write a song
With nothing going on,
Inside my head,
Who was the guy who said,
Faith was dead?
(Chorus I guess)
I dunno what I’m doing with this song,
Inside my head I got nothing going on.
It’s too hot to think,
So much heat I’m leaking like a vintage sink.
Will anyone even hear this,
Why would I perform this?
I don’t know why I’m writing now,
Maybe you can tell me how,
People are supposed to function in the heat,
Get’s warmer in the summer ain't that neat?
That was sarcastic if you didn’t catch it,
God help this generation if this winds up being a hit.
I’ve had toilet thoughts long expired,
That were more inspired.
(chorus)
Guess I should write up a bridge now,
I really don’t see how,
You’re taking this seriously,
If you're listening -c’mon really?
Fun fact about the rhyme scheme here,
I’m writing two line rhymes just incase you care.
I don’t have a headache so thank you tylenol,
But my brain is
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Self Challenge: Short Song With Song Structure
I look outside to see the sun,
I could go outside and have fun.
But I'm held back by my heart,
because it's falling apart.
I wanna be free,
I wanna be me.
But I'm held back by my heart,
because it's falling apart.
Maybe I could break away and fly,
but I just wanna curl up and cry.
But I'm held back by my heart,
because it's falling apart.
But I'm held back by my heart,
because it's falling apart.
Broken I crawl,
because I was allowed to fall...
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An Informal Formal Thank You
    To everyone who ever hurt me,
to everyone who has made my blood boil.
    To everyone who has ever scorned me,
or thrown my life into turmoil.
    To everyone who has ever hated me,
to those who's patience with me did spoil.
    All I can say is,
thank you.
    You'd think I hate you,
you'd think I'm angry.
    You'd think I resent you,
you'd think you're my enemy.
    You'd think I never want to speak to you,
you'd think you've ruined me.
    All I can say is,
thank you.
    You who brought about the winter wars,
you who I went crazy for.
    You who left me heartbroken,
whom I fear I hurt even more.
    You who I have to thank for the depression,
you who left me in the dark.
    All I can say is,
thank you.
    My mind is a cesspool of violence,
so I drain it into my composition note books.
    I have become afraid of the silence,
and I give
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More
    The moon and back aren't far enough,
nor the ends of the earth,
or the edge of the universe,
I love you more.
    I wouldn't kill for you,
I'd exterminate mankind for you.
I wouldn't die for you,
I'd die a thousand times to spare you the least of pain.
    I won't love you till death do us part,
I won't love you forever and always,
I won't love you in sickness and in health,
I'll love you more.
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(Another) Unexpected Development
    A year ago I gave a girl my heart,
then a tragedy struck and tore it all apart.
    I was left stranded in the desolate wastes of my own psyche,
and it felt like there was no hope for me.
    I had found a second girl to hold,
but in the end I was left to freeze in the cold.
    A darkness set into the hole in my soul,
and it felt like it would never be made whole.
    I saw my pain bleeding through,
made the pain bleed true...
    Wrote lyrics and poetry sometimes intended to actually scare the listener,
but I always felt like a complete failure.
    But if only I had known what was in store,
that God had so much more.
    My goals realized and words spoken,
I -I am no longer broken.
    Time did do me harm,
but truly -third times the charm.
    Fear inspires,
but it does not have to win.
    Not now,
not ever.
    Adding secret fourth verses is what I do,
God my
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Veteran of Inner Wars
    My mind is a battlefield,
my emotions soldiers.
    Love against hate,
hope against fear.
    Logic against rage,
good against evil.
    Optimist against cynic,
me against myself.
    God against sin,
my soul against Satan.
    It's to a point where I speak in metaphor,
Abyss' and bleeding yet neither mean what they should.
    I tried not to fight anymore,
but clearly it did no good.
    Someone took my cross from my shoulders and rammed it through my heart,
and it has bleed ever since that day.
    I live a paradox,
wanting death whilst simultaneously fearing it so early.
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Some Heartfelt Excerpts
    "If you give up on fighting the pain,
then silence will remain.
    Your room will be a hollow hallow,
and tears will follow."
"Where did I go Wrong?"
"What Did I do wrong?"
    "Because in your absence,
there is only silence.
    Your brothers and your sisters will look up to the sky,
asking, "Dear God why?"
    Because in your absence,
there is only silence."
    "If only you could here them now,
crying as they ask how,
you could take your life away,
if only we knew -we'd be there with you everyday."
    "Because in your absence,
there is only silence."
    "There is only,
the GOD FORSAKEN SILENCE!
    There is only,
SOMEONE END THE SILENCE!
    There is only,
GOD DAMN THIS UNTIMELY SILENCE!
    You're a generation,
leaving so much silence.
    Dear God,
please end the silence!
    Dear God,
please end the silence!"
    "Because   in
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One Day
One day.
    One day can break a heart,
one day can start a relationship.
    One day can kill a man,
one day can save him.
    One day can break a man,
one day can mend him.
    One day can ruin a life,
one day can fix it.
    One day can destroy a soul,
one day can save it.
    One day can hurt,
one day can please.
    One day can scream,
one day can whisper.
    One day can be my last,
one day...
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Would You Care?
If I died
Would you care?
If I cried
Would you be there?
If you died
I would die
If you cried
I would cry
If I screamed
Would you calm me?
If I lived in fear
Would you hold me
If you screamed
I would kiss you softly
If you lived in fear
I would always be there
I hope you know
That I'm always there
Even if you hate me
I'll always be here for you
I hope you know
That I will always care
For even in the darkest hour
There is a distant light shining
And it will always shine
Because some people
They never stop caring
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Kyle Katarn: Soldier for Hire by TheSithLordJoker Kyle Katarn: Soldier for Hire :iconthesithlordjoker:TheSithLordJoker 31 3 Leia and Jabba by Alecobain26 Leia and Jabba :iconalecobain26:Alecobain26 7 2
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A Person's Feelings (F)
Her kindness forces you to immolate your needs and other’s lives.
You get baffled by her sweet words. Get lost in her sea of eyes.
Perfection in existence, and she's the best thing ever around.
You’re not aware of the time; you lose focus, the time slows down
She is the sailor to my ship, and an immaculate seaman.
The synonym of benevolence. She’s the Garden of Eden.
She praised me like no other. She brought my pain to an end.
She is the divinity of kindness, and a perfect sweet friend.
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Six Words Rhymes
Left ‘em alone… A horrible choice.
“Wrong number,” says a familiar voice.
Bad response left him in tears
“Sorry soldier, shoes sold in pairs”
A sorrow sight of tears unleashed.
Man cries holding his dog’s leash.
Had a brother, felt quite wild.
Born a twin; graduated only child.
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Six Words Rhymes 2
Great timing. There is no witness.
Regretted it. Shouldn't had cut wrists.
On Top. Good moment to avail.
Paralyzed for life. A Suicide fail.
Pondering about loneliness. Thought he’s alone.
Family died in a burnt home.
Achieved his goals. This is fate.
Suicidal arsonist… burnt at the stake.
Suicidal carnivore. His life wasn’t fun.
Didn’t like vegetables, but became one.
Went flying. Plane debris. Laying underneath.
Can’t see. She’ll die. Can’t breathe.
Personal
Never asked opinions. Don’t rate me.
Just keep away if you hate me.
You need to die. Slowly die.
I changed. No More Mr.Nice Guy.
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Star Wars: Heartbreak by RainingStarWars Star Wars: Heartbreak :iconrainingstarwars:RainingStarWars 42 23
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Broken Mirror :iconmrskittlesxd:MrSkittlesXD 2 2
Tusken Warlords by Kyber02 Tusken Warlords :iconkyber02:Kyber02 26 0
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Suicidal
It's very difficult
to be suicidal
and still want to live.
I'm in no danger,
I won't do it,
but the thoughts always linger.
"It'll be easier when you're dead."
"It'll be better when you're dead."
"You won't have to worry any more."
"No matter what the afterlife holds,
it really can't be bad."
Sometimes, it's even
"I'm so excited for the day I die."
The thought can be
exhilarating.
It can also be scary.
It can be sad.
it can be fun.
Yet
life, this life, I do enjoy my life.
I'm happy.
Happy enough sometimes.
Very happy other times.
And even when I'm not,
even when I'm unhappy,
I know things will get better.
I have things to live for,
I know that I do.
I have love, so much love.
I don't want to leave it.
The future.
But despite all that,
I still can't rid myself of the thoughts.
Even when it's easy,
Even when I'm at my best.
Even when I'm happiest,
It will always be there,
scratching at the back of my neck,
Tingling
like the thought of
a bullet to the brain,
it feels so good.
We get stron
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I Will Carry You by WordOfChen I Will Carry You :iconwordofchen:WordOfChen 68 26 Dubious Encounters - Cover by MidoriNoHonoo Dubious Encounters - Cover :iconmidorinohonoo:MidoriNoHonoo 50 10
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We Got Lost That Night, Remember?
We Got Lost That Night, Remember?
"Will you guide me home tonight?"
The words echo in my mind
That lonely smile gave up the fight
Willingly leaving me behind
The silvery glow against the sky
Waving at me, saying goodbye
I cannot guide you in this rain
You're shivering with cold
No bonfire can ease your pain
I knew the tragedy would unfold
The silent bells in the wind call you
The ethereal you, who's not true
Fog's embracing us from every side
Yet you let go of my hand
I know all the secrets you try to hide
Just allow me to understand
The moon longingly calls your name
And you... you became its claim
"Will you let me cry tonight?"
I ask the wind passing by
My sorrow betrayed by starlight
As I watch your soul fly
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3 Years of Mine by AlexTheShadyKing 3 Years of Mine :iconalextheshadyking:AlexTheShadyKing 1 2
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Wronging Finger
A failed friendship
that I couldn’t keep.
An alienation
by my own coalition.
A knife in my back
placed by my own man.
Who’s to blame?
Who should I name?
Is it he? Is it she?
Or is it me?
I beg of you
if it’s the last thing I do.
I’ve asked for so long,
What did I do wrong?
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Holiday Card Project 2016!

The DeviantArt #HolidayCardProject is back for its 10th year!  With the goal of bringing a bit of holiday cheer to patients in the hospital during the holiday season, the Holiday Card Project connects artists from around the world, applying their tremendous artistic abilities to designing and creating uplifting holiday cards.
In the past few years, this project has received more than 5,000 cards sent in by more than 2,000 deviants from 60 different countries/political regions. Cards are then divvied up and distributed by DeviantArt members to local Los Angeles hospitals, with additional cards given to various hospitals in the U.S. and abroad for DeviantArt volunteers and hospital staff members to hand out to patients.
The idea behind the Holida
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    Put your hand over your chest,
this is a heartbeat,
that thump or pounding,
you are alive,
you are living.

    Life, a peculiar manifestation,
an existence, our existence,
regardless of what theory you subscribe to,
it is an interesting question,
just why do we manifest these fleshy contraptions?

    It is a fascinating gift of humanity to be so lucid,
to be in control of our fleshy contraptions,
we call ourselves human,
but what does it mean to be human?

     That beating inside your chest,
it tells you one thing, you are alive.
Those photos your family has of you,
that proves you have an origin,
a beginning.
Cemeteries, funerals, decay,
this proves you have an end,
you have a start and an end,
birth and burial,
life and death.
It's not why you're alive that matters,
it's not why you're dying that matters,
what matters is you, how you get from point A to point B,
this is called purpose,
you are alive, you were born, you have purpose,
your life is yours to explore and develop,
one long string of events taking you from birth to burial.
You are human, this is being human,
you were not born to die, you were born to live,
you seeing and hearing this right now proves that.
you have a purpose, to be alive,
to be human, is to be alive,
to be alive, is to have purpose.
What Makes Us Human, You Ask... PrOmPt
Made this in response to a prompt of more or less the same title.
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I will not Die,
Would it matter at all?
I know where you stand,
I would sing you to sleep, never let them take the light behind your eyes...

This world will never be what I expected,
do you know what it's like to wish you were someone else?
Don't let me be gone,
and without you is how I disappear, and live my life alone, forever now.

Give me a reason,
my fingernails are chipping down from clawing in the dirt...
What have I become? I'm sorry,
so long and goodnight, so long -not good night
Something Meaningful Somehow
I made a collage of sorts, each line is a lyric from a band, I used the four major bands that have had an influence on me in the rough order I listened to 'em.

Credit:
InMyTimeOfDying-WouldItMatterAtAll-Trees-TheLightBehindYourEyes
NeverTooLate-NeverSurrender-Goner-ThisIsHowIDisappear
GiveMeAReason-Fingernails-OdeToSleep-Helena
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I would be lying,
If I said this one didn’t have me crying,
I’m trying to explain,
The thing I can’t explain…

(Chorus)
But they’re singing:
Don’t be afraid,
No oh oh no,
Don’t be afraid,
We come and go,
So don't be afraid,
We say goodbye so we can say hello.

As the melody swells,
The tears well,
I am afraid,
I am afraid of losing you…

(Chorus)

I would be lying,
If I said this one didn’t have me crying,
I’m trying to explain,
The thing I can’t explain…
And they’re singing:
Don’t be afraid,
No oh oh no,
Don’t be afraid,
We come and go,
So don't be afraid,
We say goodbye so we can say hello.
We say goodbye so we can say hello.
I’m so afraid but I know,
I gotta say goodbye to say hello…
“Don’t be afraid”,
“Don’t be afraid”…
But I’m so afraid…
I’m so afraid…
Don’t let go…
I’m so afraid...
Don’t let go…
Don’t be afraid...
And I must say,
Don’t be afraid
And I will say,
Don’t be afraid...
Goodbye...
Don't Be Afraid LYRICS
Someday I'mma sing this to a crowd of people... and it's going to be the hardest thing I do. It's a song I wrote to myself, it's letting me know I don't have to be afraid to move on from old works and concepts, songs even, I don't have to be afraid because you have to so goodbye before you can say hello...
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I have a Youtube. I draw, write, and direct. Also I do see all the fav's and llama badges guys and gals and they are appreciated thank you (just putting this here because I gave up on trying to always comment, "thanks for the fav").
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AnimalLover670 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi there!
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Lonejedi100 Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello (Sorry for the delay, me and my dad were off camping and stuffs)
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AnimalLover670 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Don't worry about it!

Whats up?
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Lonejedi100 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Nothing much, bit tired after a weekend playing Civil War soldier.
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AnimalLover670 Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
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Lonejedi100 Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks :)
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MrSkittlesXD Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Congratulations, dude! Your poem was featured on "Word of Chen". Proud of you, bud.
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Lonejedi100 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks, I'm a member with them and I submit my stuff all the time, at lunch today I saw the video, lol if only I hadn't made that typo of glace instead of glance.
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KaijuX Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favorite. :)
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your welcome, it was a good piece
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